I know I’ve thought this before, I just don’t know when.
But.
I have figured for quite some time, that I’ll just be able to talk my way thru. That whatever decisions I make, if they are bad ones, I’ll get out of it in the future. That people will understand or make sense of the reasons why. And I’ll be very good at justifying my actions, not make them feel sorry for me exactly, but.
Have them side with me. So that they stay in my life, where I want them to be.
And that even having a child, they will accept and love me thru that. Because anyone that wouldn’t, isn’t worth having in my life.
