Was I? And The Affects

Can I/Could I have really been/really be considered an alcoholic if I haven’t had a drop in a week straight? ┬áJust like that?
Hmmm….

Here are some affects I’ve noticed.
Like I mention in this post:5 days In with a Belly

I’ve eaten about 6000 M&Ms and the like.
But the major and the bestest is : my mind feels a lot clearer. I feel more like myself with more upbeat thoughts and when I do have weigh me down thoughts, I grab a bag of chips, yes, but I also don’t just immediatly think death.
I am forcing myself to think positive future forward thoughts.

And it’s kinda working. So that’s..
well,
kinda cool.