How many of us bloggers do this.

How many of us write positive, uplifting sentences. All collaberated and collected nicely in their flowery wavey style. Light, airy, pretty combination of motivation. 

How many of us write those nice things about life, we try and believe them, and even know them to be true..yet they hold an emptiness to us. 
Perhaps they help someone else, but to us,
they are just stone brick words of imobility.
That carry nothing but the weight of your lost direction and sadness.

As if writing them is supposed to help us get out of our mud.
Out of deep dark rut.
But that it rarely, if ever

I am one of those.

No matter how great I can be at moulding words to shape a positive sculpture of flowery wave.
I am one of those.