Im starting to admit how much the last two years has impacted me. i believe i was denying it because i wanted to have risen above it, shrug it off like i was impervious to it.
i think the greater power lies in being honest with oneself.
either the way, the affects will take place and when that is more so accepted and understood, the better starting point you have with dealing with it .
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How many wrong roads have I taken ?
How many have been right?
Why do I feel they are mostly wrong,
when I know i am where i am supposed to be?
Am i not convinced
or am i just uncomfortable sitting so fragile?
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Like cat or baby sitting on our lap, and how often we have to pee or grab the kettle but we share that moment with our heart and our head and we sit still. We don’t get up because to disturb the beauty would be oh so unsatisfying.
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You’ll feel scared but you won’t express it. Because you haven’t thought it over to understand why you’re scared.
And when you figure out why,
you won’t express it
because now you have figured it out
you are not scared.
Posted in Happiness, Journal, life, Living, People, Relationships Tagged communicating, dating, expressing, fear, feeling, friends, people, silent, understanding
It is okay to ask for quiet time.
If you need to recharge, regroup, reassess. It’s okay to let me know. To be respectful and mindful to the feelings that come with being human.
Knowing what kind of action or non-action will sadden or frustrate one another.
Let us be soft. So that we get the most out of each other.
Teach each other it’s okay to be vulnerable to express our needs or desires; that we won’t run if we tell or get told.
It’s okay to request things. It’s okay to need things from me.
A certain way to love, to listen, to communicate. It is okay.
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I like you so much it’s pretty well love.
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We catch colds and planes and ways to blame,
we catch glances and our breath, we catch wind of what comes next.
We catch ourselves being much too invasive, we catch ourselves between rocks and hard places.
We catch waves and rays of sun, we catch snowflakes on our tongues.
We catch each other in lies,we catch each others eyes,
we catch each others drift and we catch each other lifts.
We get caught off guard, get caught on camera and caught up with the motion of the earth,
we catch ourselves belittling our own sense of worth.
We catch up on our paperwork, we catch up with our friends, we catch the last 12 minutes of a game that’s going to end.
Our world catches fire, our hearts do too,
after all we’re all quite the catch, and that’s the damn truth.
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Morning bus and afternoon bus,
when it stops and the lights go on and the stop sign out,
and my child gets off the bus safely.
Every single time
when there are cars that have stopped,
I acknowledge the people inside of them.
Not all people follow laws,
sometimes I acknowledge the people that do.
I turn and I wave
to let them know
I appreciate their red tail lights.
When you bite your tongue
a heart corner of mine
I need you to speak your insides.
All the minutes
of any second.
Even if scary and dark,
even if you know it will hurt me.
When your tongue is bitten
you only ever stay where your words are.
I need you outside-
to see and hear and feel your insides
on the outside.
Then you’ll know that
your whole being
is being loved.
And not just your representative.
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